Tuesday, May 25, 2010
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^.^ last few days many many happenings.
darling was so so afraid i go into relationship because i will throw him aside most of time.
well, not ready so yup. no relationship for me now. so yup, i'm still single enjoying my freedom. :D
i was shocked to know its me. but i'm not really surprise to know its me too. because someone always tell me about it. just i think he talking rubbish with me.
its true i never notice him. but i just don't know why. hahaha.
i always thought he just my soul-mate in a ways. a close friend which i can talk anything about.
sorry that i let him misunderstood by my actions. because i feel its normal.
i wonder what people will do if its happened to them. o_O?
there so many doubts && unpredictable things.
i felt stupid to tell him 2-3years then see how. felt so evil to give him a hope when i don't even know what i will be or feel by then. 2-3years because his army over and 'settle down' his stuffs.
i'm happy to know the truth after 3years+. (: thanks, my dear. you always there for me no matter what happened to me. knowing you will worry i will take extra extra carefully to what i tell you. hahaha.
just remember my dear, i don't want to hurt you or make you worry. (:
