Sunday, May 16, 2010
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Every week one night i confirm head out more than 24hours. maybe i should just stop doing that. i felt uneasy... its seems to be wrong and behaviour is not right?
a part of me wanna be in love again .. but i'm afraid to fall .. not anymore .. but how .. what can i do? i pretty much love what is it now. but i'm really really very scared. i sweared im really scared he don't care me anymore. not the first time .. but i hope no more. because i really care for him a lot even many things happened over the years.
many things happened to darling. hopefully he will be fine really soon. everything will turn out to be good. his family and grandma .... they are one of the closest family i know since i'm 'baby'. nothing gotta happen to them again. no more ! his bad happening should put to a stop. its bad to see your closest friend to be hurt yet cannot must i can do.
