REBECCA

2010-08-12T09:14:00.004+08:00

Tell me girls / guys ! be it any gender ~ Who don't wanna be pretty / handsome? Maybe you are the 1 out of 10 who doesn't want to be pretty / handsome. But well, its your lost !!

To me, appearance is important! How important? Appearance is where people look at you and what impression you leave the person without contacting you !

Generally most people look at face / wearing / or even skin first.

I'm a girl who very picky in skin complexion ! People who know me, will know if i got any breakouts i will scream or nag whoever i see. ( You know You know, see i got pimples here[point point] ): ) I may not have prefect / very good skin complexion !! At least i know mine is 'acceptable' or to other its good.

I hate guy who doesn't take care of their skin ! I do have friends with horrible skin ! I would rather ask them go change a face better. It look HOPELESS ! >.<" Always ask them take care take care until give them hack-care feeling ! No matter what I said NOTHING GOES IN ! sickening! Of course, We don't judge friends or even strangers by their look. But its just a impression they give us.

Example : A Hollywood star / Model / Star blogger & etc in television / internet or anywhere you can see them on air / on screen. Their appearance are WOW ! Everything is just so so so good, that you wish to be like them. who don't want? :D I WANT IT TOO xD ENVY ENVY

But how about 1 day you saw them on street / in malls after their years of retirement or away from publicity. You expect them to be as good as what you saw on screen right. And not those dirty-untidy-not clean-not fashionable- face shag-eye bag look like panda person. I'm shall nobody wants that to happen. Totally CRACK your heart and Good Image GONE. They are doomed ! (of course most / all won't do that. but still I will never know that might be 1 is like that !)

Are you going to think they still very pretty /handsome, i'm shall no. I will not think they are that great anymore, maybe just the past. I never wanna envy them or be like them.

Think another way round.
(a)You are fashionable and have BAD SKIN COMPLEXION?
(b)You have GOOD SKIN COMPLEXION yet not fashionable?
(c)You have GOOD SKIN COMPLEXION and FASHIONABLE?

Tell me which one you wanna be? (c) of course !!
Fashion is just a trendy & how-you-bring-yourself up to people. It can be learn if you put your heart into it. Or follow your own style. Within short time you can be good at it ! no skill needed.
Just LOOK / SEE / READ about fashion ! Its around us! :)

Skin Complexion can turn baby skin complexion till rotten orange. We need to take care of it since young / once puberty starts otherwise it will turn real bad. Starts washing face day & night or even when you felt its oily / dirty. But its your skin is good or bad. Good - maintain / improve better. Bad - improve slowly. do it step by step be it take days, weeks or years. :)

I do go facial cost my mom a bomb. each session about $25-40? They squeeze your breakouts, its painful. I even teared before, yet reddish for hours or days. Can't tell the effect much. How long the effect stay? After facial you dare to go out walk or eat meal, when your face still reddish?
You really wanna turn pretty / handsome yet don't know how. Or even what cleanser to use?

No harm trying $20 facial from me. Relax yourself while facial. No squeezing or reddish after facial. Any skin condition welcome. Be it sensitive / allengy :D

Thanks For Reading. Hope to receive your mail (: CHEERS ^.^
Do drop comments or email to Beauty-Rebecca@hotmail.com. :)

2010-07-29T11:27:00.001+08:00

Wanna organize a DIY facial group with friends?
Wanna turn beauty?
Drop Email to ahbecca@hotmail.com for more infos. :D

2010-07-28T22:06:00.002+08:00

Tell me what have i actually done wrong?
Why am i reaction this way?

I'm lousy. T___T whenever sometime bad, or i don't wish to happen, happens. end up tearing like quarreling with mom. no matter how hard i tried it will just flow down.
felt super super useless. perhaps i'm not cut out for a girlfriend at all.

3 a solid one. what can i do? can someone tell me? ): or even can you tell me what to do.

2010-07-28T20:53:00.004+08:00

Its suck when you want a person just one that will love to say,
"bec, no matter what I will support you."
sigh. totally felt suck.

i just change the habit of mine. speak whatever i want, be it even i know i will be hurtful.
sometime i felt we are different world when we are apart. but when we together is like heaven.
how to handle? ):

always thought my management was alright. but then now, totally suck. ): i will neglect friends when in relationship, when work i neglect boyfriend. how? i wish i would work with him.
tell me who will support me?

i know there people who support me. but the person i really want them support me, they are not there.

anybody interested wanna do DIY Facial, do remember contact me. be it a girl or guy :)
you can come with your friends or your budget is low.
People with skin problems are strong welcome. :)
Trust me and give it a shot. No harm trying yeah?
$20 per person. :)
LIMITED Slots.
*suitable for sensitive skin :D
do spread around to friend or family and any age. as long as you are HUMAN.
Cheers!

2010-07-28T13:54:00.002+08:00

high chance going to work under mom's friend of course also my friends.
should be going under beauty line. who don't love to pretty yeah?

i'm so going not wanna be lazy bum. hopefully its a good start. :)
maybe this job, i will have less time accompany ivan. i don't really know how its goes yet.
hopefully its doesn't eat my weekend up as its always the time where both of us can spend whole day and night together. (: hope ivan will understand ):

thinking if i should take it another job as full time? i was kind of thinking to work under aston prime with sister. but its seems weird. >.< well... just want a job that near to my house and flexible time.

i wonder who will read my blog? (: but when i close my blog i got the urge to blog. gr.. never mind.

anyway, to whoever happens to read.
if you wanna do facial just $20 please do drop a comment of my tagboard or text me[for friends].
you will learn something. :)

2010-07-25T23:34:00.002+08:00

Last minutes was asked to go swim at marina bay sand hotel. :) so yup!

saturday went down about evening time. look for aunt and cherly :D
the room is AWESOME B I G ! the toilet is a master bed room size :D bath tub wooo.. wardore is a room size. :D living room is a room size. the bedroom is 2 master room combine. totally a VIP room :D and know what !! its a SEA VIEW 54 level :D

swimming on 57. :D went swimming and relax about an hours +.
qiqi and ronald joined us at night.
get to watch the NDP fireworks :D fun to max. but end up i slept on floor. ):

the day was AWESOME thanks to aunt ! :D

checkout at 12pm, i pull the time 1 hour late.
all lazy pig sleeping when wake them up ! :/
final walk around at 57. then headed to reception.

back to square at AMK. ate ah mei's prate. $18 3 person ! KOI. i don't think its really nice >.< vanilla milk tea.
home sweet home. chat a while. 3 of us KNOCKED OUT ! slept till 7pm get things done. then out for dinner at 8pm+ walked to 854 with ivan RAIN so heavy. totally wet ! and got flood !! run until ran >.< really is power ! first time ~

i'm so sleepy now ! tomorrow is monday ):
hope everyday is weekend. ):
no work equal no income equal no fun. ):

upcoming fishing :D

2010-07-24T00:06:00.001+08:00

):):): felt so helpless. the journey back was silence.
sorry

2010-07-22T23:15:00.002+08:00

Homeee~
Yesterday dinner with ex-mates. >.< as usual always got shoot. :(
saw jay chou at bugis. hahaha. handsome ! ivan claim he more handsome than him. hahahaha.
ask me stop looking at him! know he jealous :P

walked around bugis while waiting for ivan to come. as we going to find derek. :)
he super hardworking to wait for girlfriend end work since 10pm? till 5am. super tiring!
oh ya, angry all cab driver! don't even wanna fetch us! NONE of the driver just because wanna earn extra $3. >.< super $*%)@ !

end up gave up take bus then walked to east coast mcdonald ! :/ Resort just above mcdonald. first time there. :) ivan be happy, you first time walked from parkway to east coast, some more with me. hahaha!

played games and eat mcdonald spicy nuggets ! :D woo! haha. about 3-4am 3 of us looked super tired. real tired. at least we managed to accompany derek wait for girlfriend then head back to rest :) midnight cab really super expensive! $25~

washed up then head to bed !
woke up 3pm+ ordered KFC. muhahahaha!! $40! but ate not much! too full... super full... i think my stomach going to BLAST anytime. :D

games and games till 9pm+ head home. :) so here i am ! muhahahaha. :D

time past real fast when you are with someone you love. how i wish its 48hours a day not 24hours. :)
tomorrow will be a better day! woohoooo..

2010-07-20T00:38:00.002+08:00

Was totally a lazy pig ! went to find ivan at night.
packed foods and fruits up !
love it when he chat with me anything. :D

jiahao fetched me back. before that went to fetch kit then mcdonald. :)

i can't play MSN games with ivan. i don't know why. ):

2010-07-18T23:44:00.003+08:00

17July2010

We went to Resort World with my relatives :) the place is pretty ! but sadly, both of us wanna swim end up can't because it under working process ):
the hotel was HOTEL MICHAEL .

both Ralph Lauren as on sale was on ! but im still craving for the Michael shirt ! the Victoria Secret quite small. expected it to be bigger!
had awesome day ! <3

2010-07-11T22:37:00.004+08:00

Thank You to people who wished me. be it message, face to face or facebook.
Thanks a lot. :)

Missed PREDATORS ): wasted $18. T_T kind of heartache ): but well, i got to see ivan :D

on birthday
ASTON PRIME in town with ivan. :D i had a wonderful dinner :)
i love what you gave me. ^.^
Top 1 ktv with ivan, qi and ron. :D managed to RSVP a room max 4 pax. ):
kind of drunk. >.< style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;font-size:78%;" >

i'm sorry to what i said. i just had so many doubts i don't know why and how. i still having the fear. i will not say about any negative things anymore. feeling complicated and miserable at times. sigh. i don't know how to approach you at times. T__T i don't want you to walk the old path where i'm not with you. i will hold and walk down the path where we belong. no matter how the path is i will stand strong.

2010-07-08T12:39:00.002+08:00

Went to Cameron Highland with Gu Mama. :)
quite fun. totally fresh air with nice view.
good place to relax. not a place for shopping but market !

One of the famous waterfall. its beautiful

their plantation is POWER. you can really tell the different in those flowers and plants. the colour super bright. flower very big. totally caught your eye. their roses are super pretty. i'm not a girl that like flower a lot. but they are just totally too pretty. and you want it back in singapore. :)

this rose is super orange. very bright. and pretty. ;) i love it a not.
there a lot a lot of funny vegetables. their 'lu pian cai' all and can be eaten. and i ate it unknowning. >.< its so funny when we saw the same vegetables on the side of road or drain area.
Even their weeds (unwanted grass) grew very pretty.
i sweared its something you can't find in singapore at all.

It's really a good place to relax only !! not shopping please. nothing to shop. unless you want buy vegetable or tea over there. its famous.
ohoh !! i bought 3 big corns back! hahaha. it sound like singapore don't sell it. it does, but you can't find it freshness in it. you can even eat it raw! RAW ~ i ate a bit. its very sweet and crispy.

later gotta catch a predators with ivan. as for tomorrow.... people who know will know what day is it. got no planning at all. not even a place to dine in. how sad ): but piggy gotta accompany me. :) so i'm alright. even its stay at home ^.^

im trying to get NDP tickets for this saturday. so ivan, jimmy and joey can go watch. :)

Girlfriend, where are you guy? :(

2010-07-02T12:28:00.001+08:00

muhahahaa !! i grabbed this photo from ivan's PSP !! ;P

2010-07-01T10:48:00.003+08:00

Time always flied fast when i'm happy. jiayou working.
while i eat my laksa. :D

we had so many things in common :D

the photo you took its so ugly. ): look like a fat becca. ): i don't like. D:

i gotta miss you to max when i'm away for the 3days ):

2010-06-28T13:50:00.009+08:00

Went to town to catch sex and the city 2 @3pm. Went to fill our tummy after buying tickets. Duck rice :) then walked around talked and play arcade to kill time. lucky us went down early to buy ticktets :D nacho and jumbo hotdog in cinema. walked to cathay to get bracelet fix it. down to far east find derek for a while. then walked a while at far east then to ION to Taka to Cine.
Slacked and Rotted at cine..

Off to Atlantis. hahaha. drink, drank, drunk~ i'm not a drunker!! only a bit drunk. >.< but still i know what i'm doing too! ivan puked when we moving off ~ blahh.. ganged with a girl and make him drink ! funny. xD claimed i bullied him. :) compared to him i drank very little. his drinking is fierce!!

i was totally RED !! super red. -.-
Cabbed back home, showered then dry hair off to bed ! got giddy giddy. i can't puke out even i forced! ivan puked again! hahaha. he managed to force out. :) while i'm still suffering. Knock out on bed after a short chat.

Then i got a hangover when i waked up. so uncomfortable to the max !! its my first time drinking till enough to be drunk with another cup. and note ! i never drink much compared to ivan. :) so watched television, talk talk and cooked japanese maggie mee for our tummy.

ohh! did i menton? my mom caught me drinking when i told her i'm not drinking! muhahaha and a sobber at home. dig dig dig for movie to watch till about 9pm+ . its relaxing ~ soooon... ivan headed back home while i go pack grilled boneless chicken to eat. :)

tomorrow what shall i do? :D

oh ya, ivan wanna turn me into a girly girl. goshh ! its gotta be FUNNY !!

2010-06-24T21:49:00.002+08:00

Thank You ♥ super appreciated.
hope you recover speedy and work smoothly.

2010-06-23T16:04:00.001+08:00

Saturday will be FUN. :D

2010-06-23T00:07:00.001+08:00

okay. i don't know why i got this weird feeling. hahaha.
its just too weird and never came across before. i'm wondering. ;/
maybe ........ hahaha.

2010-06-22T21:25:00.000+08:00

Happy 23th Birthday to Ivan teo ;D
hope you find a babe soon. hahaha.
take care. and always stay happy ;)

2010-06-21T10:20:00.002+08:00

Happy note. i gotta be going sentosa soon. (:

i need a good pay job but i never send in my resume. >.<
i need a good photo for it. but doesn't have any. how? ):
few more weeks, i'm officially turning 20. haahha. this time birthday was fallen on friday. (:
but...... who to go out with on friday? ): and can do what? its like most people are free in late evening. well, its okay. ;) its not like i never stay at home the whole day before during birthday :D

Sex and the city 2, i'm coming. don't stop screening till i catch you ;)

i realised i haven being sleeping well recently. i always woke up during midnight and tossed around.
or even sleep very late wake up early. i wondered what happened to my body. ):

tomorrow is ivan teo piggy's birthday. xD

2010-06-19T03:50:00.003+08:00

First time i know how to book tickets via online booking.
hahaha. i know its super outdated. but... please know its always my friends that booked it. ^.^
i don't own any visa still last month okay. (:

managed to book karated kid with a good slots. timing hmmm.. 9.30pm? hahaha.
movie ended at 12mn. its like....... super cold inside the cinema. hahaha. xD but nice show. (: worth my time ^.^

ate mcdonalds, chit chatted and now i'm home. (: gotta go blow dry hair. otherwise don't know take how many hours to dry. (:

Advance happy birthday present was given to ivan. LOL. he got shocked ! x))
hope he like what i gave him (:

i don't know any outing or present for birthday. i just need my friends to be truth to me. and not cheat or betray me. that's the best gift. (:

2010-06-16T23:08:00.002+08:00

Everyone had its own history stories.
We should learnt from our mistakes and not do it again.
I believe everyone get a chance again and again.

(: i believe your future will be a better one.

2010-06-16T12:03:00.002+08:00

Yesterday happenings ~

Okay, contact ended. so i'm super free. hahaha.

i'm craving for durian ~ xD 717 durian. :D
but haven got to eat yet !!

afternoon bin called to mahjong over at my house with his mahjong-mates.
lucky i don't need to play. muhahahaa. they got enough people ^.^
so there like 1, 2, 3 .... 6 people at my house !! :D they mahjong while i on phone and chatting around. ;D watch television. (: after that, dom and bin went to watch soccer. :)

while i go back room sleep. i was so sleepy when they still playing ! muhahaha. hope they game fast.
1winner 3losers. HAHAHA ! so like hell la. hahaha.

today suppose to enter malaysia. but still raining, don't know if still going in a not.
and DAD gave me $150 to buy stuffs. :D what if i take the money go buy 1 bag and the money will be GONE!! nono. i shall save it for foods and clothing ^^

2010-06-13T10:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i thought i'm not gotta have fun. but end up i have full lots of laughters and fun. (: i missed my ex classmates ): even i know i'm only there for 2 years. but own heart are linked in a ways ;D

its being 7years since i last met sophea. (: mine bitch mummy girlfriend. ^.^ okay, she still as pretty as before. xD small so small size. X: accompanied her shopping and shopping. she spend almost a thousand. o.o i was i can be like her. she buy without looking at price. ;/ will your hubby let you do that? muahahahaha. every girls dream tai-tai . (: i wanna be one too. but a capable tai-tai that help out with husband or work. (:

will upload some pictures when i got. ^.^

2010-06-12T00:02:00.002+08:00

Everything had came to a stop. We are just friends from now onwards. I don't know if i can treat you like how i used to again. But give me some time. Stop pushing me.

The run was a good one. Stamina dropped till ocean also cannot find already. But still managed to run quite a distances. :) Feeling super good now :D

2010-06-07T22:50:00.003+08:00

Love ? What on earth actually it is about?
What your definition for it?
It's just too complicated.

I can't trust guy as much as how i used to anymore.
It's just kept making me recalled how bad the damaged was done, even its healed.
The shadow never get away from me.

I know i missed out something in life, due to my bad temper or sudden decision. I'm not regretting. mainly communication and no time for me.
Maybe i don't know how to manage time and give in that time. Out of sudden I just miss that person a lot. There no one to pamper me like princess ever since that day.
Thinking back to those day. Every week at DG, its just like we owned the whole place.
Eyeing on something i love, you will buy.
Craving for foods, bring me to eat.
When i'm broke, give me money to spend.
Bring me out to play.
and many many more......

If you ever happened to read, i'm just wanna let you know. I'm fine. (: one day...... soooon. if you happened to message me i will reply. asking ' how are you? how your parent? ' and etc. i will not avoid you or don't wanna talk to you. I'm sorry, i just don't feel like replying you. Overall, we are still friend no matter what. its just we can no longer like how we used to.

I wanna erased my life since one years + ago about all the happenings. It's too hurtful to even remember it.

I'm always feeling sorry toward him. He is a good guy. Everyone is telling me that. I know, but i just can't accept him. I can't bear myself hurting a person who is so good to me. or should i said way too good in many ways. I just wanna be there for him, to care, to be his listener, to be his super good best friend. What he done for me is way too far. I don't know how to repay him back. I'm not good at words. I speak too frank till i always hurt him without knowing. One day, i'm sure i will make or do something for him. And he the only person i would wanna do make or do. I don't know why too. But i'm sure its gotta be great. Yeah?

Almost eveyone is talking about their love life. How great their boyfriend/girlfriend are.
It's nice to know they are doing great. Happy for them. All i can do is ENVY them.
Because i know somehow i will be hurt again.
Its always best i would said to envy someone then getting our self hurt by someone.

I just felt numb towards l o v e ...

2010-06-06T23:43:00.006+08:00

Really thanks jy being by my side the whole day. (: thank you, darling.
its being long since i went to bedok jetty. slacked around there.. chit chat-ed and stuffs.
off back home. wanted to go eat prata with jy, haven even at home. peeps said wanna mahjong at my place. so.. home to shower, thought i might got time go pack prata back. end up after showered looked down at window, all at my house downstair already. ): no prata for the night.

so..... today went to eat prata at jalan kayu with jy, sis & ron. (: dad on house ! $20 was given. (: and all eat free foods. i just need to top up $2.90. ^.^

yesterday bought my stretch marks lotions and also sleeping mask. WOO. expensive ah ): cost me almost $50 ): but for the sake of my appearance i will SPEND ! :))

gotta do shopping sprees with jy soon. once he got his pay. ^.^ can't wait ... its GSS yeah? :D who can resist the temptations for it? muhahahahaha.. i will do a small make over for jy if possible :PP

even my mom asked me to ask jy take care of jy's skin. ;D ask jy to get some herbal medicine for skin one. don't know what drink also. must cook some more so troublesome. jy so lazy confirm don't want.

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i konw my face complexion not say good until like prefect at least it still a good i would said. :DDD
here some tips i do daily. read on if you wanna know. ^.^

my tips for some care is... for daily.. normal day (non-working days)
morning wake up >> wash face >> apply pimples cream >> eye cream
1. at night when going sleep >> wash face >> apply pimples cream >> eye cream
2. at night when going sleep >> wash face >> masks [alternate]

i got no toner or whatever uv sun protection etc stuffs.
simply i just use facial form >> pimples cream >> eye cream

if i'm working... advice to bring facial form and small towel to work.
when break time use the 5mintues to wash up.
otherwise if lazy, get those baby wet tissues/oil control paper to wipe your face when uncomfortable or felt oily.
oil control paper not so good then baby wet tissues. i prefer using wet tissues than oil control paper. even though i have both. i used either one depends on my mood. :D

and ............. drink more plain water. :D

important >>
don't pop any pimples especially its ances. [i know the 'fun' popping pimples! xDD i do that too but try our best not too ah otherwise ugly ugly]
don't always touch your face.
DON'T BE LAZY :DD
Try sleep before 11pm :D

2010-06-04T22:37:00.005+08:00

(:

♥

2010-05-30T03:58:00.002+08:00

Wonderful day.
i was totally out of mind the whole night at BBQ.
woke up by messages ... prepared and head out to ah ma's house take photo.
so yupp. then dad was nice to fetch me down to pasir ris to find diney and wenhua.
but also went to changi to get some stuffs for them. :))
late evening, i was thankful that jy came to pick me up for my next stop .. east coast park.
otherwise i really only can think of cabbing down. )):

its being so so long since i last sat a bike. first time first person after so many years ... to my suprise i wasn't scared at all. >.< only some parts. :D but small small matter only. ^.^

doing full of nonsense stuffs at BBQ time. then got to see stars for awhile with jy. talked and talked with friends.
they planning to go genting on june.. maybe i'm going. hope i can go. :D

after BBQ they went club, so i went down to tampines find babe for a while and headed back to my area. chat while a lot, and home 3am. >.< so late !! showered and waiting for hair to dry now.
don't dare use blower so noisy. everyone is sleeping except me. but i'm sleeepy toooo !! )): gotta go sleep and sleeeeeeeeep !

sunday no shopping ): nobody go with me. so sleep and do mask :? hahaha !

thank you, darling jy. ^.^

2010-05-29T00:58:00.002+08:00

Haven been relaxing myself lately. Or should i say when the last time i really laugh and be happy with no troubles?

its nice that jy allowed me to go find him with him. its long since i slacked already. :)
thanks, darling.

gotta be a busy saturday. ):

i wanna go parkway shopping.

2010-05-25T22:50:00.002+08:00

^.^ last few days many many happenings.
darling was so so afraid i go into relationship because i will throw him aside most of time.
well, not ready so yup. no relationship for me now. so yup, i'm still single enjoying my freedom. :D

i was shocked to know its me. but i'm not really surprise to know its me too. because someone always tell me about it. just i think he talking rubbish with me.
its true i never notice him. but i just don't know why. hahaha.
i always thought he just my soul-mate in a ways. a close friend which i can talk anything about.
sorry that i let him misunderstood by my actions. because i feel its normal.

i wonder what people will do if its happened to them. o_O?

there so many doubts && unpredictable things.

i felt stupid to tell him 2-3years then see how. felt so evil to give him a hope when i don't even know what i will be or feel by then. 2-3years because his army over and 'settle down' his stuffs.

i'm happy to know the truth after 3years+. (: thanks, my dear. you always there for me no matter what happened to me. knowing you will worry i will take extra extra carefully to what i tell you. hahaha.

just remember my dear, i don't want to hurt you or make you worry. (:

2010-05-23T01:09:00.002+08:00

There happy and sad things..
but... even no matter how sad. we still showed our happy face out.
because its not worth to be sad in your life.
why not try to be happy everyday instead of sad.
its tired to be sad.
;)
sad things will turn good soon.
just the matter of time.

oh..
went to wild wild wet on saturday with bin, zhen, dom && huiping.
we had a lot of fun but its pity that two peeps can't go.
well, its okay there always next time. (:

took a lot of photos. maybe i will post up over here. but high chance its gotta be at facebook only. (:
i'm glad to see my love one with me.
its like living in heaven yeah?
i will post up some beloved darling pictures now.

;D

right now, dom, zhen, bin & yuan playing mahjong.
i'm red like lobster so dumb. when i drank only little? :/
well, FUN FUN.. wanna catch movie ):

gotta update soon.
new piercing ~ ;D

2010-05-22T08:23:00.002+08:00

Its seems im back on blogger. good or bad?
also nobody will read. maybe 1 or 2? but so useless like that.

okay.
2 randoms fact i hate !!
i wish im taller. most people know i hate my current height. but cannot can be done ! T_T
i wanna be 170cm. still got 4-5cm away from it. so far ! ):
i need to tan!
reason 1. i love to be dark. hahaha :D
reason 2. i hate those stretch marks that inherit by my family genes.
reason 3. i wanna wear bikini ! LOL. okay because i wanna my skin tone to be nice and even everywhere ! no only hands, legs and face okay. (: but back and tummy area ;)
reason 4. so i will remember to tone myself up. if not cannot wear bikini. hahaha.
actually just a way to tell myself wear bikini must got nice tone and shape. excluding breast okay.

oh ya, anybody really notice that supermodel don't have breast? and yet they got nice shape and tone? i want that !! :D
im working toward it soooooon.. i know i said soon like many times before. but still really soon. hahaha!

gotta go prepare and meet up with peeps.

2010-05-20T22:44:00.002+08:00

He came in to fix mine broken heart, and leave me without a note.

There someone who is always with me no matter what happened. even sometime i think my BFF can't win. regardless if i'm happy, sad, angry, whatever you can think of. that person never fail to be there for me, even most of the time its just messaging. although that person never never being beside me physically. i'm really happy to know this close friend. even at times we 'argue or quarrel' over some stuffs. but next moment we are back to normal. its being almost 1year i think....
THANK YOU, darling. you're the best. ;D
don't let me know if you happened to read this post. -.- i will be shy. hahaha ! xD

Looking forward on saturday ! i shall saturday will not let me down. :)

2010-05-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

Things just comes and goes around.
I should not take it so hard.
Nothing would changed. ):
This time i really hope i can rewind. T_T

2010-05-16T00:53:00.002+08:00

Every week one night i confirm head out more than 24hours. maybe i should just stop doing that. i felt uneasy... its seems to be wrong and behaviour is not right?

a part of me wanna be in love again .. but i'm afraid to fall .. not anymore .. but how .. what can i do? i pretty much love what is it now. but i'm really really very scared. i sweared im really scared he don't care me anymore. not the first time .. but i hope no more. because i really care for him a lot even many things happened over the years.

many things happened to darling. hopefully he will be fine really soon. everything will turn out to be good. his family and grandma .... they are one of the closest family i know since i'm 'baby'. nothing gotta happen to them again. no more ! his bad happening should put to a stop. its bad to see your closest friend to be hurt yet cannot must i can do.

2010-05-13T22:55:00.002+08:00

I do what i love, what i want & what i like.
Even there regrets, at least i know i tried.
Know the rules in my game.
because i'm no longer the person you once know.

2010-05-09T23:27:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's Day.
even i never celebrate with mummy. i used gift as a appreciation to her. (:

Had a awesome day last night with him.
i'm glad to see yuan, jian and 'sister' over farmway2.
nice short chat up even its short, due to my tiredness.

Head over to iluma to check out the flea market, it's clubbing style.
then over to accompany him celebrate for his mum.

thanks him for the meals and also a awesome day he given me.
even i looked very bored and tired. (:

i love when he glue to me ^.^

2010-05-07T12:18:00.002+08:00

Congratulation to JY :D for passing TP.

Worth my time and effort to wake up just call you ^.^

Remember to ride carefully :)